Kangen...
Keresahan...Ketidak sabaran...Ketakutan...Perasaan perasaan itu selalu menjalari...hati, pikiran dan jiwayang tak kunjung tenang...Menyiksa...sangat menghimpit hingga tak mampu lagi bernafas...Dimana...dimana salahku ?Hingga semua ini tertorehdalam garis tanganku.
Looner Autis...
Terdiam ia di sudut itu...Tak pernah seorang pun,bahkan diriku skali pun,yang menyadarinya...Entah sejak kapania mulai menyukai dan jatuh cinta pada sudut kecil itu...Sudut dimanatak seorang pun bisa mengusik kesenangan dan menghiraukanakan apa sapa untuk apa atau apapun itu...Nyaman...tak ada dunia sedamai duniayang hanya miliknya seorang itu!
Sepi...
Dingin menyusup ke dalam rusuk
hingga menembus sumsum...
Terus berhembus,
menerpa hingga membeku...
Sesuatu..
tersembunyi di sudut ruang
kebekuan itu
Mengharap secercah kehangatan...
Hangat yang mampu melelehkan
kebekuan seribu tahun
untuk selamanya. Adakah ?
Just stuff... -unpredictable-
Laut selalu membuat saya tidak ingin pulang.Dengan atau tanpa orang lain.Dengan atau tanpa kekasih.Dengan atau tanpa kepentingan.Dengan atau tanpa alasan.Tidak ada yang perlu ditanyakan, Cinta. Rasakan saja.Cinta, kamu kelihatan marah. Kenapa ?Cinta, sudah waktunya kita pulang.Cinta, kamu harus pulang.Cinta, jadi benar kamu tidak mau pulang ?Cinta, matamu basah.Apakah kamu tidak bahagia ?-adopt from "cerita pendek tentang cerita cinta pendek" - Djenar Maesa Ayu-Many things in her book described my situation...HARUSKAH dipertanyakan ?!
Kala Bahagia datang di atas bimbang...
Merah...Mata saya merah!Hati bergemuruh...ketika kesunyian dan kebahagiaan hatiskaligus datang menghampiri...Hati terus berkelana...Mencari dan terus mencari!Kemanakah akan bermuara aliran kasihtak tersampaikan ini...Ingin rasanya...membiarkan diri hanyutdidalamnyadan membiarkannya bgtu saja adanya!Namun waktu yang bergulir tanpa henti...Memunculkan kembalikebimbangan yang kian menguat!Kebahagiaan hampayang terasa hingga detik ini...Meskipun hampa,namun diri tak kuasa menghentikannya!Terlalu indah!Terlalu berharga!Untuk tidak dinikmati...Biarkan...Biarkanlah semua inimenjadi begitu tak terlupakan!Rani sayang Ga! ^_^
Akankah...
- from deep inside my heart!Sesak...Kala rasa mengalahkan logika..datang membanjiri hati yang sepiDiam menggenangi hingga membuatkutenggelam didalamnya!Akankah bisa kucabutpanah tajam yang telah menusuktepat di jantung kehidupan ini ?Bahagia kurasa...saat kubenamkan rasadalam alunan musik merdu yang menyejukkan jiwa!Galau rasa yang kian berkecamukpunseakan menghilangditelan kegilaan alam mimpidalam dunia antah berantah tak bertuan!Auman harimau dalam diriseakan tak terdengar lagi!Hanya suara nyanyian hati yang terdengar.. mengalahkan segalanya!Bila...dan hanya bila...ini yang terbaik saat inikan kujadikannya kenangan langka terindahdalam hidup!Walau semua itu tak mudah adanya!Dan...meski sedikit berharap...akankah ada secercah sinardalam kekeruhan yang tercipta ?!Thanks My Sweetheart Lord :)Atas Semua Rasa yang Ada!- wish u could be by my side -
I'm officially Missing You My Lovely Lord...
TAMIA - Officially Missing You Hunnie ^_^
All I hear is raindrops
Falling on the rooftop
Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go
Cause this pain I feel
It wont go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache
I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And todayI'm officially missing you
Oh can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind
And I, I'm officially
All I do is lay around
Two ears full tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all
I don't know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say
That I'm officially missing you
Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way
To let go of you
It official
You know that I'm missing you
Yeah yes
All I hear is raindrops
And I'm officially missing you
We're Just Ordinary People My Lord...
Ordinary People - John Legend (in My version ^o^)
Lord im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday
I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow
This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way
I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow
Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return
Maybe another fightMaybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll growWe never know baby youuuu and I
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary peopleMaybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow
Sorry for the incovenience that i've made...
But i do still Miz U so much My Lovely Lord...
Can't take my eyes of u so suddenly...
if anything worse happen to us...
